some picture i found today and would like to show you all xD

I know i haven't made a post in along time

ok so as you know i haven't made many posts but thats sort of ok sence i only made them in the first place out of boredum xD and so now to make me happy i'm posting abunch of homestuck pictures i found on a homestuck blog that i  thought was interesting (Note i'm more of an idiot now than i was so i may anoy you to the extreem i apoligize if that happens also these arent drawings!

A little chibi karkat i'm suprized i found some not saying "FackArse"

Karkat on his computer with the "so called paw beast" on his head xD

Awww i've felt like that so many times ^^ LOL (karkat!)

What kind of mutated lizzard thing is that o.0.... (Hopes karkat kills it with his fluffy cat lion troll thingy paw things LOL!)












Aww xD i also feel like that alot i think karkats my favorite because he remindes me of a guy version of me o.O (Note : if you don't know about homestuck BEWARE OF BUCKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!)

BLOCK IN CASINO :EMERGENCY:

OMGGGG!!!!! am i the only one who sees that o.e

indos are crazy bad

(10:38) geen nam: hey do u like ramen?
(10:39) geen nam: no she
(10:39) مـجـجرد فتآإه: she say brb
(10:39) مـجـجرد فتآإه: what ramen
(10:39) geen nam: ramen same nodle
(10:40) geen nam: noodle japan

Today this happend ....

Well First of all our intire conversation these arabinos couldn't spell or even use words in proper sentances.... i felt like i was talking to a 5 year old the worst part is geen kept blabing about how lady bo was a child when he couldn't even spell child e,e so i buted into that evil ryans convo and then they kept calling me a turkey.... so i'm like "i'm not a turkey!" and there like "u fom wha?" n i'm thinking WHAT IS THAT! then i type "idk where i'm from ask someone else!" nd they started laughign because i don't know where i'm from -o- i'm not the only person who doesn't know anyways then i said "i live in japan currently" and they say "u fom japam?" n i'm like "no" and they say "u bron in japan?" and i say "No i don't know where i was born i just said that...." and they laughed more... then asked how old i am and i said 17 and they said "u yuong" and i said "Yes young and proud o.O" and they said something about parents and i said mine are sort of gone ofcorce... then they got all pyschotic about it -o- and later they asked what city i live in and they failed with spelling once more... i fail sometimes but geez they were horrible! so eventually they asked if i live in tokyo... -o- NOT ALL PEOPLE who live in japan LIVE IN TOKYO NOR DO THEY ALL LIKE RAMMEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT BRB IS !! geez they made me so mad....but i do like rammen xD

and then they started talking about religion and how theres is islam and they asked me what mine is This is the worst part xD :WARNING: and i said i don't believe in any sort of religion... and you know what they did? they went pyscho on me because aperantly everyone has to be islam.....

=______= DAMN INDONESIAN ARABIC INDABIC ARABINOS!!!

Is this more lies x_x?

(22:37)

๖ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: shoo!

(22:37) 742617000027: u wanna me poof?

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: yeah...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: o.e

(22:37) 742617000027: oh

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: or at least go over there >.>

(22:37) 742617000027: nice

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i'm still mad at you o.o

(22:37) 742617000027: why?

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: >.<

(22:37) ๖

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: why not?

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: :|

(22:37) 742617000027: because of my lies?

(22:37) ๖

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: well yeah

(22:37) ๖

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i'm kinda sick of it

(22:38) 742617000027: I didnt want to lie to you

(22:38) ๖

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: . . .

(22:38) 742617000027: I just trolled Justin with my fake character

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: psh you trolled me too =_=

(22:38) 742617000027: and he told it to everybody

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: maybe you should just leave everyone alone..

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i don't see any reason too troll justin

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: as far as i know he did nothign wrong o.e

(22:39) 742617000027: and? it was fun

(22:39) 742617000027: he think he is so smart

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: Only for you...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: sometimes he can be

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: :|

(22:39) 742617000027: thinks*

(22:39) 742617000027: he cant recognize trolls

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: well nor can i

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: o.o

(22:40) 742617000027: i'm really sorry

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i don't care >.<

(22:40) 742617000027: oh

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: your just gona do it again later...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: :|

(22:40) 742617000027: Im myself now

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: yeah sure...

(22:41) 742617000027: Cassie and Rina areon friend list on my fb

(22:41) 742617000027: they can even see my face

(22:41) 742617000027: so im real

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i don't care...

(22:41) 742617000027: you will hate me forever?

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i never said i hate you...

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i'm just gona be upset for along time...

(22:41) 742617000027: then dislike

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: >:|

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: not dislike either...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: just upset ...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i've been upset with people before...

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: >:|

(22:42) 742617000027: u make me depressed

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ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: i'll probably get over it in a year or two...

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: :|

ۜƳᾋƳ๖✧: you make me more depressed...

(22:42) 742617000027: i want you to make happy

and thats when aoi poofed.... v.v idk whether i should feel bad or just pretend it never happend... >.<

Cake drawing... [Fail]

Yes Yes i know i failed on the anime one xD but you know the chibi one and pico one are kawaii xD well o.o i diden't draw the pico one xD but still LOL still kawaii :P i drew the chibi though and proof she acctually wore the challenge thing is the pico pic xD v.v i failed sorry xD

S T B

STB- Stop The Bullying

Yeah ya'll know pico and how people bully everyone and get into arguements well i'm sick of it so i'm gona get involved in any dang fight in pico i see you'll find it in yays profile xDDD my alt you shoudl already know xD If anyone wants too help out just stop the fights and put that (STB) thing in your profile o.o also don't pick on people anymore e,e i've noticed people i used too talk to sometimes bully alittle without noticing it well i still love you guyz and forever and ever always will even if you hate me and we disagree i love ya!!!^^ but this has too stop... it really does affect other people whether it be real life or a game it's just not right and some people like me are sencitive and take it seriously sometimes i lose my head and whana killl myself even about dumb little things and i don't want anyone too feel the way i did my whole life when ally and i were kids we got bullied all the time abby says it's because we were too nice and let people walk all over us ... i still doubt i was nice but whatever xD  can't stop it in real anymore and i'm mad i diden't notice sooner ! yeah even i had my bad days and picked on people... no ones perfect but if you think about it you'd kinda regret all you did?? :| when i was younger i used too asume that i could just ignore it until i got home and cry then and i never stood up for anyone else... i will try harder from now on and i'll scold  those kids who mess with tayo i'm not alowing that sht anymore i'll fix it!! >.< i'm done not tollerating it anymore and i know you all think it wont ever stop... it depends you see i finished school and i still get bullied on internet and in real life it's my fault though like they say
 HIGHSCHOOL NEVER ENDS!!!
oh the horrer of highschool xD
AND ALL THE BULLIES AND PEOPLE WHO GET BULLIED I LOVE YOU TOO! ^^!



Ok You Ready?! Random Music!!!

LOL mikuo and miku o.O cute pic xD barbies o.O...

Lol i think this is an american song o.Ovocaloid makes it better though xDD

SHINITAGARI D:<

i think the vid looks cool unless she's not wearing a shirt =___=

sometimes i felt like that when i was liek 13 and sometimes now O.O

I personaly think this song is so true... LOL

WOW every suicide attempt failed D:< same with me xD but v.v i tryed more than that ... o.e (Embareced i'm tellin you not too and i did psh i fail)   I rock :D... *failface*.....

i can't find the other videos i've liked vocaloid lately o.0 dunno why i normaly don't like vocaloid xD shinitagari,suicide song,no more,and bacterial contamination remind me of situations i've either been in or delt with and gods an energy cheapskate is just a funny song Lol and as i said befor
(STOP THE BULLYING!) BYEZ! love ya'll i like sounding foolish so don't comment too me on that xD bye bye kiddo ^^ *pinches cheeks* xD bye!

me and azoo duck

this is basicaly how our convo about ducks went



azzooo: *Ee Ja Nai Ka*

Me: *Ee Ja Nai Ka*  duck ^^

azzooo: duck

Me: duck!

azzooo: duck

Me: duckies! *smile action*

azzooo: ddddddduuuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkk *smile action*

Me:duckkkk *eygpt dance & smile action*

azzooo: duck*smileaction eygpt dance*

Me: dddddddddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkksss!!

azzooo: *smile action*  dddddddddddddddddddddddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkk!

Me:*smileaction* ddddduck!

azzooo: duckkkk!

and so on we have a wonderful friendship ^^ i love azzoo as a friend and always will i honestly love talking about ducks with azzoo it makes me feel calm and happy ^^

Us Girls...

Well.... too be honest i've hated this for along time...  i was going too talk about how girls...

1# (SPECIAL OCCASIONS)girls have too wear dresses too special occasions while guys wear tuxidos.... (I FCKING HATE THAT!) soo... why don't we get too wear tuxidos??? why is that exactly?? and any time i ask someone they say "girls wear dresses!"..... so WHY! why do we have too wear dresses.. dresses are complicated take too long too find sometimes are hard too get on and with some dresses people can look under =____= it's super unfair!!! guys can get dressed easyer all they have too do is go too there closet pick a tuxido put it on and there ready! e,e and us girls have too take forever leting our friends try too pick a dress for hours watching them just think about dresses but thats not even the worst part then girls have too go get makeup or something wich sucks! and then they have too brush there hair and paint there fingernails and get earings and highheals or some kinda dumb shoe that i hate! it's so difficult for girls too get ready for special occasions ...
(POINT BEING GIRLS SHOULD GET TOO DRESS LIKE GUYS!)

2#(BATHROOM) ok so as you all know guys pee standing.... =____=
 (i've always wanted too do that sence i was 2 years old) while us girls can't do that ... it's horrible! :| very crule i know this is a thing of nature but... FCK YOU NATURE! :|  i honestly think this is one of the things about being a girl i hate the most ... (i know i'm odd) yes well this kinda remindes me of when me and abby were kids we were camping sort of and abby went into the trailer and she told me "i'm going too pee liek my daddy!"   o.o.... yeah long story... xDD i may have told you about if befor though LOL
(POINT BEING GIRLS SHOULD BE ABLE TOO PEE STANDING!)

3#(SCHOOL UNIFORMS & WORK UNIFORMS) ok i know i don't go too school this ones from loosa o.O i told her i was making a post about the girl thing .... so i'm gona let her type this one in green xDDD
WHY DO WE WEAR SKIRTS!!! SKIRTS ARE BISHES!!!! ...... she kinda went overbourd affter that with abunch of (fack shiiiiit bitchh whore!) type stuff...... e,e well yeah.... i don't like skirts either not for that purpose though but at work we have a uniform it's a very short skirt.... =___= me no like.... loosa's lucky that her skirts are at least long xD anyways in both things guys don't wear skirts o.O well theres ireland xDD i whana go there again last time was awsome yet odd o.O *-*
(POINT BEING UNIFORMS SUCK EITHER WAY)

4#(period).... i dispyse it.... it's unfair that guys don't have it the end because i'm uncomfertable with talking about this one....
(point being oww )

5#(BRAS) THERE REALLY UNCOMFERTABLE AND I HATE THEM! guys should wear bras that woudl be interesting o.O
(POINT BEING GUYS SHOUDL WEAR BRAS)

6# (CENCOR) so why does tv cencor girls bewbs but when it comes too moobz it's not cencored??? i think both should be cencored because i don't whana see anyones boobs!!!!!! e,e whether they are male or female.... o.O! as that other guy said if they are going too cencor one boob cencor them all CENCOR THE FACKING COWS THERE LIKE WALKING BOOBS ARENT THEY EATNG ALL THE FCKING GRASS!! BEWB WALKING GRASS EATING FACKS!!!
(POINT BEING COWS ARE BOOBS)


7# (FIGHTS) so whats with this guy's don't punch girls crap?  my brother used too punch me all the time but now that i'm older and have bewbs i never get punched i just get another idiot pervert for a brother??? oh the horror e,e it's not like all guys are stronger then girls i used too beat the flying sht outta my brother.... =______=
(POINT BEING GUYS SHOULD PUNCH GIRLS)

#8(PERVERTS) you already know what i'm probably going too say about this crap!...
(POINT BEING  ALL GUYS SHOULD DIE PAINFULLY)    -8 is my favorite number <3-

#9(THE NICE RULE) so i noticed on pico if guys think your a guy they are really mean e,e but when they find out your a girl there sweet as a cookie aren't they?? well i kind of like that rule but it's an issue with ryans what if i whana fight a ryan!!! i should be alowed too fight a ryan!!!
( POINT BEING RYANS SHOULD FIGHT GIRLS)

#10(the girls like pink rule) ok... this is probably one of my least favorites as well I HATE THAT COLOUR ITS UNFAIR THAT GIRLS HAVE TOO LIKE IT STOP FORCING US TOO LIKE COLOURS WE DON'T LIKE!!! ever sence i was a kid everyone would try too make me wear pink ribbons and pink dresses and pink hairclips and pink shoes and they'd buy me pink teddybears .... ok first of all i don't like prissy ribbons especialy pink ones nor do i like dresses and a pinkdress is just too sad isen't it....and god the facking hairclips.... what are the point of those??? there is no point in those!!! nd why would any kid want too wear shoes??? answer that why would a kid want shoes i know one thing from my childhood for sure all i wanted too do was go play in the mud! and people would always come ruin that whether it be my aunt or abbys mom.... i still remember when i was 10 and abby's mom took me shoping and she saw some stupid pink dress and said something like this "OOOOH looks haruko it's a pink dress!!! it's your favorite colour come on lets buy it!!!" ..... i threw a fit ..... litterally... e,e bad memory... i mean yeah i guess takeing me shoping on my birthday was nice...of her and i realize that now but as a kid all i wanted was too play in the mud... people don't get that o.0 i think people shoudl start having people write what they like when there kids so they remember only reason i remember so much about my childhood is because well ryuz is liek 10 years older then me as kids he always brought a camra with him everywhere so we used too film almost everything we did when he was around xD i know i liked mud because of that video where we went too stellas house on halloween and i left the house to go play in the mud in the backyard and they diden't find me and ryuz until the next morning o.O funny how he came and played with me o.0 so imature it's sad xD anyways (POINT BEING KIDS LIKE MUD NOT PINK DRESSES)



Theres so much more i'd liek too say but i'm only puting 10 xD geting too long at first i wanted too do 5 then i thought of abunch more i hate anyways the point of this is that if your a girl and you want too wear tuxidos instead of dresses and you don't liek brushing your hair and you want too pee standing and you hate period and you hate pink and you don't liek bras and perverts or skirts ect and sometimes you want too be a gay guy instead of a girl ... it doesen't really make you a lezzbian... =_= so either way on yay account i think i'm going too pretend too be a guy... yep thats the end ... i know i'm weird but i can't be the only one thinking this????

proof that me and aoi are friends

ok so you all remember miranda right? well i'm still not sure whether miranda and aoi were the same anyways either way me and aoi have become very close friends ^^

EGGPLANT V.S GRAPE!

"eggplants pretend too be giant grapes!" justin said that a minute ago xD and i thought about it he's right O_O eggplants do pretend too be grapes so people eat them D: and then the people throw up o.O or something...

LOL i had nothing better to do drew this really quick xDD o.O i don't think eggplants bleed o.0 but still xDDD igave them faces o.O
anyways grapes are better so grapes win xD

the 9 silly frazes of the day xD

abunch of silly stuff people i know said


"does bazuka mean boob? thats not fair i whana boob!"  and my bosses little cousin said that xD

"whenever you talk about choke it makes me need too poop!" loosa said that xD

"you always talk about wanting too be a boy why all we do is look at bums???" ryuz said that o.O

"I'M JELOUS OF YOU BECAUSE YOU CAN PEE STANDING UP!" i said that too chokey xD

"what the donkey fucc orange gong of china!" some random ryan said that O_O LOL reminded me of me o.O

"imature brats" nikki said that and the reason it's silly is because she's imature ^^

"pimping in his chain pimpin in his shoes pimping in his pants pimpin in his hat that ryans the pimp!"
choke said that LOOOL

"omg you just shot off his ballz!" 21 jump street xD

"you have the right too..... suck my dIck!!" also 21 jump street xD

STUPID CHALLENGE

Well i got almost too the end but... well you see there was 10k until i finished it and i only had two mins by that time because i took a 3 hour nap.... =________= well i stayed up the whole rest of the week and still diden't manage i wasted 45+ stones i sloted all day and night until my nap... and still diden't finish? what the fucc gives pico? seriously? i wasted 6 days on my life for what again? god damn it that makes me mad i've done this time and time again sence the maid challenge and never gotten it =_____= sooo? does pico hate me or something???? o-o gosh really??? .____. and abunch of people i don't get along with got it e,e birdpoop got it... i think nikki got it e,e the only person i like that got it was rina i think AND too top me not geting it and nikki and birdpoop geting it chokey diden't get it =_____= pico stop being so god damn mean too me! what the heck did i do? >.<

block kaito o.O

i'm jelous of this person because i can't make a giant chibi out of blocks in my room D: i would if i could it probably woulden't be kaito though o.O but geez o-o it's so cute yet it's made out of blocks?!

OMG 2 ookus

O_O what the hell is going on!!!!!!! O___________________O someone tell me i'm the only one seeing this it's hard unuf already with 1 ooku full of people who hate my gutz please don't tell me theres another 1... if so i'll always go too ooku 1 anyway it's where all my bad memorys started ^^

Anime Crowd

Ok so this is basicaly what i did out of bordum anyways the point of this post is that so people come and tell me "Soul Eater is the best anime ever!!!" and alot of people tell me this and talk about it but i don't have time too check it out and see what the animes like so i'm curious and wondering and then when i finaly have time too watch it i watch it and get exited and fangirl about it xD well then i go and expect too talk about it and stuff and not feel left out and know what everyones talking about well when i go on everyones like "HETALIA IS AWSOME!!!" and no one cares about soul eater anymore e,e and i'm still fangirling about it and then i get left out... thats just an example of the millions of times this sort of thing has happend too me please tell me i'm not the only 1 with this problem... well basicaly i got bored took a pico picture of me and my alt and edited it too make it look like crona and ragnarok wich are some of my favorite soul eater characters xD but as usual i'm a lone fan again right? xD well at least i can enjoy it ^^ tiny ragnarok is kawaii ! and cronas kawaii too but the scared of everyone is reminding me of me LOL well cronas problems worse but still anyways you people stop telling me how great 1 anime is when i DON"T HAVE TIMETOO WATCH IT! and then when i do watch it not care next time i here this i WILL NOT watch what you tell me too no matter how much you talk abotu it because i hate being a lone fan! HATE IT! so from now on Lamp... i will not listen too you people even though soul eater is super epic *-* i will not watch hetalia! i don't care what you say i say NO i prefer what ever i watch and i wont rush into it i'll watch it when i want or just not watch it so DONT NAGG ME ABOUT ANIME WHEN I HAVEN"T EVEN FINISHED THE LAST ONE YOU FORCED ME TOO WATCH i'm only 1 person! AND IF YOU GOT A PROBLEM YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY!!

Come Back And Say It When Your Completely Symetrical! *pew pew* xD

My pico catigorys once again

First i'll start with the basics

Ryans: ryans are bascialy a male noob rules you can't be rich and have too be epic and ryan like

Emilys: emilys are the reverse gender of a ryan they are girl noobs no rules on this 1 other then you can;t be rich or kandy wigg

Kandy Wiggs: kandy wiggs are those ninja suit ladys who offen have bunny slippers,dandy cop glasses,guitar,wig and other sorts of thins sometimes they might lack 1 of these rules you must have ninja suit and be a girl

Shades Guys: shades guys are boy kandy wiggs or kandy wigg boy accounts sometimes and they normaly are bwaby boys under the shades rules  you must have dandy cop glasses and ninja suit

Bwabys: those picos that use "w" in everything for example "hwi iwm kwathy" or something there are male and female bwabys they not catigorize far rules are you must have bwaby eyes and use w when you talk

Escargotians:people with scooter/escargot rule is you must have an escargot

Escatard: short for escargotian retard the escatards are normaly hillarious random silly unserious and offen talk about odd stuff they like to copy other peoples look and cosplay rules too this is you must be epic and have an escargot you need too be random and funny at least sometimes also you need too be a weirdo pyscho crazy
 (No photo because these are rare and i was too lazy too ask justin if i could take a picture of him)

Peters: shapeshiffters those who tend too change look alot or cosplay rules too this is too cosplay and change look alot

ok in this picture there are 5 princesses the ones with crown or tiara and slow dress ok lol cleared that up

Royaltys: the royal picos the rules too becoming 1 are you must have (princess prince king queen) ect in your name you need gtoo own at least 1 crown/tiara and at least 1 slow dress (note slot dress may not be court lady kimono)

Shgts: originated from shades guy in training as in your almost a shades guy rules may vary

Kwits : kwits originated from kandy wigs in training so basicaly the other of shades guy rules may vary

Wkwks: wkwks are indonesians or arabics only rule is you must speak either indo or arab and you probably say wkkwwkwkwk alot (wk=ha)

Mlryans: ryans that remind me of a monkey leamer

Mlemilys: girl version of ml ryans

Kakas: stupid tard people their are no rules on this 1 xD

Mirandas: people who are smart and purposly upset people who are dumber then them and make them feel like they want too commit suiside over a game (They are super facking intense i run into themtoo ,much)  mirandas are offen rhapists

Zombians: americans only rule is you gotta have american in you or act american

Jakawada: people who speak japanese  (i might me classified as a jakawada lol)

Goobies: funny epic people that i like

SmRyans: sm ryans smile ryans they have smiley cuddley kawaii faces

Copillio: copy cats their similer too peters only they tend too only change their outfit too match others

Esctit: notice the "tit" part in that lol basicaly escatards in training LOL! they tend too act like escaqtards without esca's lol they are wonderful company

Abandies: people who will be your friend 1 time you meet them then leave they are another form of loners i don't have a catigory for loners yet D: /sad (i'm starting too become an abandies)

Boobers: pimps pervs pedos ect o.O

I SO SORRY I KEEP CHANGING THE RARE CATIGORY NAMES >.< BYE!

OH DON'T READ THAT V
(p.s going too collage people keep nagging me about it my boss said "haruko you will get kicked out the facking door if you act like that in collage!" justin said "you need too be more serious in collage or you will get into fights or get kicked out.." AND I WOULD LIKE TOO SAY THAT I KNOW I KNOW OK D; I KNOW IT'S DIFFERANT THERE I CAN HANDEL IT WHAT I NEED TOO DO IS FOCUS ON THE DOING LATER NOT THE WORRIEING NOW D:< i'll be just fine if you people don't nagg me ....justin says i talk about collage like boot camp well i got something too say BOOT CAMP MY BUTT boot camp is way  worse then collage D: god if i were talking about going too boot camp it woudl be alot differant first of all i wouldn't care how i did because it wouldn't affect my carreer also i'd refuse too go o.O! anyways thats all for now bye bye ) OMG loosa "i had too click the delete button AAAAAHHHHHEEEE*SQUEEK* lightning times"  o.O AAAAAHHHHHEEEE*squeen* lightning diden't go their but she sure did say it i guess she's still scared of lightning e,e

Sorry!

Ok so lately i've been alittle unsure about alot of things i don't know if it's the lack of people talking too me or just that everyone changed and most of my old friends hate me wich makes me unsure about talking too the other ones because i'm a wimp and won't talk too people i don't whana lose
   and i get confused and scared when talking too people now i get uncomfertable and say some stuff that i either don't mean or just random

Geez i'm starting too feel like crona o.O  gosh next thing i know i'm in corners saying
 "i don't know how too deal with that!"   sheesh i hope i snapp outta this crazy soon e,e
the point of this post was...... Well there wasen't a point really i might start using my blog too blah blah about stuff soon xD so feel free too stop looking at the posts o.o and some randomness here i'm starting too like those dark lullabys LOL so heres a few of them xDDD

oh i also like this even though it's not really a lullaby LOL


      DON'T READ THIS PART IT'S ME FREAKING OUT DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND STOP READING NOW


Oh just great i guess nikki acctually does hate me o.o good i guess i can deal with that e,e i still think i should quit pico or better yet suiside would be nice wouldn't it? then i wouldn't feel misserabble in real or pico right? i think i should go with that i really do....or maybe you people who hate me shoudl just block letters and not go too ooku and leave me alone e,e you people who really hate me unuf too push me too suiside can go ahead and do it if you continue it'll probably work soon when i'm in a pethetic mood like this yeah continue and you'll get your way soon unuf just push and push at my emotions till i fall apart right? pretend too be my friend then push and push and push and you'll get your way soon unuf always works on misserable fools like me... wouldn't have worked a few years ago i wouldn't have trusted you i never trusted anyone i wish i could just go back too that i sound really stupid right now don't i .... 

My messy room

yeah the new profiles suck so without showing my age i came up with puting a picture of my room here sence i can't open my room anymore :| too show anyone who wants too see here is my messy blah room LOL yes it does look terrible but this is what happens when i get so mad that i suck at decorating you can all give a good thank you to my boss for that xDDDD!